For days, I keep telling myself I am happy.
I made myself happy.
I don’t ask, I don’t demand.
I think that SIMPLE = HAPPY.

Well, for days, I did really feel happy… for no reason.
Ppl asked me why, I’m not sure.
I can’t answer it.
I just feel happiness surrounded me.

Then, I started to realise the happiness was not real.
I was the one hynotizing myself.
I made myself think that I am happy.
Then, some words came like shooting stars.. falling on me.
Made me woke up from my hypnotization.

I don’t want to hear the fact.
I don’t want to know the real thing.
I just want to be happy.
It is just not that easy.

I’m trying hard to hold back my tears.
I don’t want to recall the past.
I want to move on.
I don’t care..
I wish I don’t care.. every single word they said.

No matter what they said.
I told myself, it doesn’t matter.
Those who mind, don’t matter.
And those who matter, don’t mind.
That is what I told myself.

Cybie, move on and be brave to face all the challenges..!