Fairy Diary3 September, 2008 1:52 pm
Sometimes, it is not that I try hard and I will get the things I wished for
I may just hurt myself or others unintentionally
So, I think it is time I learn to stop trying too hard.. learn to let go..
Letting go of a wonderful thing is not easy.. sob sob..
But by letting go, it might be wonderful for others
Fairy Diary27 August, 2008 11:49 pm

There will be a rainbow after a storm

Why should I wait for the rainbow to appear if I can make one myself

Rainbow

Fairy Diary19 July, 2008 11:26 pm

明天的 故事都是我的 是我的
所谓的幸福快乐 我学会了抉择

你的背影 远得像雾了
我不再回头

当脚步被回忆绑着
我跑过沙漠

我不要变得小小的 找不到自我
好象被什么人放在口袋 没天空

明天的 故事都是我的 是我的
所谓的 幸福快乐 不止一种

美丽的 春夏秋冬落叶是我的
体验过才懂 梦是什么

Translated:

Tomorrow is my story of mine
I learned to choose the so-called happiness

The distance of your back is further away like the fog
I will not turn back

When the pace was tied by the memory
I am running across the desert

I do not want to become small where I am unable to find myself
It’s like someone put me into the pocket, I cannot see the sky

Tomorrow is my story of mine
I learned to choose the so-called happiness

Beautiful leaves in spring, summer, autumn and winter are mine
After experienced only understand what is dream

Fairy Diary30 June, 2008 9:50 pm

Yes, I quit my current position and I am jobless now. What’s next? Everyone likes to ask me this. Well, will go "lepak-ing" at Jobstreet, window shopping at the available jobs. IT? Web? Marketing? Sales? Event? TEACHER??? Any idea?

I really don’t have much mood looking for job. I need to settle down, some said. Maybe I need some time to think about it, all over again. What I want? What I need? What can I do? What I’m suppose to do? What’s my dream?

Life is just as complicated. I just can’t live in the land that I dream of.. I just need to do things people said that I suppose to do, in order to live in this realistic world. I can’t follow my heart. I can’t follow my dream. I can only walk the dark path in this jungle of realistic life, blindly.

I do hope I live in fairy tale land. That one day, my angel will come, and lead me out of this dark jungle to a colourful fantasy land.

Fairy Diary29 May, 2008 10:03 pm

Leave.. apart is just the first step of growing.
Leaving.. is just another painful feeling to go through.
Left.. is just a memory..

Some of my hurtful leaving memory:
- I’m at high school, friends left to uni
- I left to uni, family at hometown
- Fews guys left for other gals
- I left to SG, family and friends at MY

This hurtful feeling will always be there. Although it might healed, but there are still scars left. The most hurtful and deepest scar is my Ah Paul, who left me forever.. 

People come and people go.. but how many do stay, in our memory forever?

I miss you, all and everyone out there.. including me, my old me..