This is a movie released in January 2007. But I just watch it just now. It’s a bitter-sweet love movie by Eric Tsang, Jingle Ma and Sylvia Chang. Anyone can simply Google it and will find a lot of sypnosis about this movie (click here for sypnosis).

But I’m not gonna talk much about the story line, but how I feel after watching this movie. It was very heart breaking at the end, where SUDDENLY Nam left Mi saying he is going to marry someone she doesn’t know. They’ve been loving each other for 10 years..!! How can she believe that? There should be some doubt unless they are lack of love and trust for each other.

But the most heart wrenching part is not he left her.. but he died of cancer without letting her or any of her friends know. I’m not sure if this is call bighearted or selfish. He doesn’t want her to feel sad for him or see him suffer. But but.. this decision ended that she can’t be with him for the last few years of his life and see him for the last time. I cried for the whole night thinking of it.

Sigh.. it reminds me of my beloved Ah Paul. I was in Uni and having my mid term. Mami didn’t let me know Ah Paul’s condition got worse. I only manage to see her when she is no longer in this world.. I feel so regret, lost, feel like something that I have not done and will not complete it forever.

I really hope that people who love me in this world will not leave me. Please let me have the chance to be with them till the very last time in the life. No matter any difficulty, we will face it together. The more people, the braver it feel.. and sharing the burden, will lighten it.

After expressing all my feeling, it’s will be a sounder nite for me.. Good nite..

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P.s. Nice song ^__^

Cybie has been feeling moody these few days. Not because of her PMS but something had been surrounding her always. She has been feeling bored and no meaning in her everyday life. Everyday seems like a routine to her. Doing the same things at the same time and same place. She doens’t understand what she wants though.. refreshment? She need a break.. a rest.. maybe she just have to relax..

She thinks of running away.. but running away from what? Running away will solve the problem? But.. the problem is.. she doesn’t know what her problem is..!! She thinks of leaving everything behind and don’t think so much.. But in real life can we really just leave everything behind and don’t think of it? How to survive? Money? Food? A place to cover? Sigh.. she still needs to move on to live in this reality world.. She can only live in her fantasy land during the night time.. in her dream..

This year 2007, I heard a lot of people getting marry, for getting baby Golden Piggy. Two of those who are getting marry are my close friends. When I first getting the news that they are getting marry, I was so happy and excited..! Happy tears almost drop from my eyes and I nearly jump around screaming in happiness. Wish I could immediately see them and hug them as tight as I could..!

Suddenly, some sort of thinking came to me. Is it now is the stage of getting marry in my life? Although I still feel young, but I am old my age seems not so young. It’s not that I want or feel of getting marry, although I feel getting marry is fun but seeing cousin or other people marry create different feeling than friends getting marry. Because friends are same age as I am.

Marriage.. is it just tieing knot between 2 lovers, or connecting 2 families, or creating a new family and babies, or it’s just a part of life (everyone is doing it, so do I)? What is the purpose of marriage with a certificate and dinner to announce to everyone? What is the requirement for a marriage? House? Car? Financial stable? Relationship stable? Maybe one day when I can figure this kinda, some sort of commitment and responsibility, it’s the time for me to send out "RED BOMB" to everyone.

To my dear friends who are getting marry this year, wish you have a great family and happiness be with you always. When it’s time for my "BIG DAY", you guys can bring along your kids ^__^